I can already see that it is drawing near that I will have to begin making changes. Changes with my clothes and future. I still won't buy new clothes. Last time I did that, it jinxed me and I gained all my weight back. I am waiting a little longer before going there. So, I still look pretty bad with the baggy clothes and I look like a street bum sometimes, but I think it's pretty cool, cuz it shows what people really look at when they see someone. You know, the book cover thing.I am also now starting to work out more. I am able to do more without the back ache. But with the surgery coming next week it will have to be put on hold for a bit.
School starts again for me in a few weeks. this means studying and school and less free time to do other things. I have only one class this summer, but the summer is a busy time for me and even one class screws it up. the fall semester will be worse. I am going to to to school full time at night and still work full time during the day. Call me crazy, but it's what I want and know I can do.There have also been some changes but those will be shared with those that matter. so if you matter, then you will know. But if you really don't matter then what does it matter really. If it matters to anyone then what matters is that it doesn't really matter at all.
