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Friday, May 14, 2010

Sigh! It Will Be Here Tomorrow

I was getting itchy about food.  I finally ordered today.  Back on track and losing more.  It was not comfortable not losing over the last few days.  I am anxious to get back to losing.  I was nervous and afraid of putting it back on until I received my food. 
Well, it took some doing, but I made it through ok.  But still, it was not easy.  It was getting more difficult the closer I got to the end of this week.  I guess it was probably from the anxiety of running out of food and having to eat some of the regular food instead.  I hope it doesn't get that way when I go on maintenance when I lose the weight.  I wouldn't want to be full of anxiety.  God knows I am full of a lot of stuff anyway.
I went out last night to spend some time with friends who were performing at a local eatery (yes, that is me in the picture, but I wasn't playing last night).  As I sat there I noticed the food coming out of the kitchen.  Awesome dishes for sure.  But it didn't really phase me too much.  Even with the anxiety I was having it felt good to be able to resist the temptation.
Well, tonight is the night to start painting the living room.  Ugh!  It has to be done.  There is no way out of it.  Well, maybe there is.  I could say that I painted it the exact same color.  Or touched it up.  Or the color is different but with the new light bulbs it looks the same.  Hmmmm.


  1. I feel your pain with the stress thing. I don't know much about your diet program but I am doing WW where I can eat NO forbidden foods. It sure makes grocery shopping much easier. Hang in there!

  2. Hello! I am new to your blog. I just saw that you are following mine and so I checked yours out...and I am so excited to see that you are doing Medifast too! I look forward to following your journey as I manage my own :)

    As I was reading this post I was chuckling inside because I was just on the UPS website tracking my food too! I am running low and it will be here Tuesday! I cant wait! And as for the anxiety...I posted just the other day about how I am a little surprised to find that I am actually scared and nervous about coming off MF. I am nervous about having to make my own decisions and choices again. I am down 53 lbs so far and dont want to undo my hard work! But I am talking myself through it and I am thinking that when it is time I will transition off properly and hopefully I will be grateful for all the other healthy foods out there that are not allowed on MF right now. But right now I am not going to think about that anymore. I have more weight to lose first :)

    I wish you all the luck, but really what I wish you is willpower since that is what will get us through and make us successful :) Take care and I look forward to following your success!!!